*爱很简单*

爱很简单  
词：娃娃
曲：陶喆


*忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你 真的很简单
爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择
没有后悔 为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
I LOVE YOU 无法不爱着你 BABY 说你也爱我 喔～
I LOVE YOU 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你
不可能更快乐 只要能在一起 做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停 用最真诚的心 让爱变的简单
我爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择 喔～
没有后悔 为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我 喔～
I LOVE YOU 一直在这里BABY 一直在爱你 喔～
I LOVE YOU oh yes I do
永远都不放弃 这爱的权利
如果你还有一些困惑 Oh No 请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着我爱你 yes I do

永远都不放弃 这爱的权利
I LOVE YOU 我一直在这里BABY 一直在爱你 喔～也
I LOVE YOU 喔～也
永远都不放弃 这爱的权利*

*就是爱你*

就是爱你

曲:陶喆
词:娃娃
木吉他 & 曼陀林:Dean Parks


*我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀
让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你
有悲有喜
有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你
甜蜜又安心
那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀
让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你
在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
就是爱你爱着你
不弃不离
不在意一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你
放在你手心
灿烂的幸福全给你
就是爱你爱着你
我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你
要我们在一起*

SEED

well.. Thx God that something happened today so i can blog bout it..

okie.. where do i start now..

hmm...
lets talk bout my dance..

my studio currently under construction coz moving to another bigger place..
main recent is my studio is next to a budget hotel..
n the hotel complained that our studio is too noisy coz after 12am my studio stil got trainin classes..

n my instructor is going for his honey moon in May..
so my training lesson all those stuffs  probably start at June..


so.. May.. kinda free..


so today i went to Jusco, Cheras Selatan bout 8.30pm to look for a job..
as i've knew that Hytex Studio ( selling Nike, Addidas, sports stuffs) is vacancyin..
so i thought of going there to apply..
i thought is walk in interview.. but is calling interview..
wel.. i've saved the contact number..
the requirements are..

full time,
fluent in english,
passion for sports,
minimum SPM holder,
experince..

hmm..
but dunno y not feel like going to apply Hytex Studio.. ><>no experince on workin is accepted!!!
wow!!!



so.. i went in n interviewed..
the girl that interview me is quite friendly..
but she's not the marketing manager...><
the marketing manager is away for this week..

so.. after chattin with her bout wat day i mostly cant work..
wat time n etc..
i told her i cant work on sunday from morning until 3pm coz i must go to church..
so she help me noted down bout this..
n i've filled the form..

then she told me that she'll inform her marketing manager..
then i asked her how's the interview will be?
then she told me jus chatting..
bout y u wanna work at SEED..
do u like SEED.. those stuffs la..

so i told her i like SEED..
n she say she know coz i'm wearing SEED's belt when i was interviewin.. ><

thx God the belt finally helped me coz i bought it for RM59.90.. =.=|| .. LOLZZZ..

n then when i left the shop bout 10 mins..
she called me  tell me that her marketing manager will hav 2nd interview with me next week further information she'll call back..

phew~~ Thx God.. at least they will consider of employing me..

hmm..
okie.. lets talk bout the salary..
RM4.50 per hour for part time..
9 hours a day..
5 days off for a month..
commision..
not bad right.. haha..


but the main thing i wanna go work..
coz.. i'm too free...
when a person is too free she will think lotsa stuffs..........
think too much will coz ''heart attack''..

u know wat i mean right.. haha..

jus wanna get myself busy..
but wont busy until forget to hav time with God, church n ministry..
jus..
need to do something everday.....

well.. i wont giv up on my dance or as i've said i wanna learn piano to improve my dance(rythm all those stuffs to flow better)..





the label of my belt.. haha



well.. everything is in God's hands..
hope He'll giv me this job..
anyway.. Thx God for everythin i'm sure He'll lead my way..


well.. everyone jus pray for me ya.. xD

to be continue..

i think.... i wont be bloggin in this 2 months..

it jus.. too hard....
i open this blog becoz of him..
but now...

i might always stare at my blog..
i might keep readin wat i wrote again n again..
i might update if somethings really happen...

jus.. unpredictable..
 i'll be back....

I love You More than Life

More than Life
United Hillsong - With Hearts as One

Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everythingI've done
I'll run into Your open arms
And all I know

Chorus:
I love You more than life
I love You more than life

Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air I breathe

How can it be
You were the one on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me?
You are the king of all



God i'll let go n let You....

Promise

okie.. from today onwards..
i'll stay away from *his* blog.. ><.. until 2 months later.. as we've promised.. really happy that *he*'s alright... God's also healing  n comforting me..

*no worries ya.. God will take care of me n *you**

a pair of jeans huh...
Good start.. xD

i'm sure i've hav to chance to see *u* in jeans.. LOLZ!!!




too much to say..
too much to miss..
everything is so much until no one to share?

No..
God is here for me..
He's the one that helps me move on..
pursue after Him.. thrist for Him..

praying for *his* ministry n heart..
future.. appealing..
work.. health....
everything.....

*sob*
*okie...*
*i love u too.. miss u so much*
*we've promise each other n also God.. to focus on Him*
*stay strong too*

My LG KU-380

yep.. today got my new phone..
bought from maxis.. jus Rm349..
coz using postpaid plans..
but my family already using it for more than 8 years..
an entry phone for 3G..
but its really really a low ent phone.. =.=..

anyway.. Thx God for everything.. xD
at least got a better phone than my ex phone..




if i really got e the whole in this bag.. its totally insane .. =.=
 




my small bro n i both bought the same phone..
i'm taking the white 1 n he'll be using the black 1..
  
  

 


  


cheese!!

okie.. i noe i look pale.. =.=.. every1 pls dun get scare!! ><
i'm not a ghost!! ><

 


lolz.. i go curi snapshot on my small bro..

Pieces of my Heart

missing the piece of puzzle in my heart..



my life is imcomplete without *him*..


Lord.. i need you....

McFlurry..

i really miss him..
1st time buyin McFlurry for myself..




yesterday went to IOI mall with my parents n my small bro.. 
coz usualy my small bro is the 1 who buys it everytime..

n McFlurry is too sweet for me when i try it in the 1st time...

but yesterday's McFlurry..
strangely is too bitter for me.......

i was chattin bout *him* with my family when i was eatin my McFlurry...
all the sweet n sour times we had...
feel so happy...

thx God tat i'm alive n i can still manage to move on...








*i miss you*
*be strong in Him*

Trying Hard..

Trying hard everytime...
i thought i really can control myself n everythin's alright....

BUT..

Its really HARDER than I THOUGHT!!!!!!

i really really very very miss *him*...
although we've promise each other not to keep in contact but still i will sneak in to his blog n......
haiz......

*sorry... i just too miss you*




this pic means tat.. althought we love each other but still.. we cant say *i Love You* for the whole year....
its jus so near n just a line away...
But....

i wonder he read my blog too.. haha..
but i've to admit that i read his...
Sorry....

and.. i knew it..

n this is wat i wanna say to you..



too...



but still...
i believe God will comfort n help us go through all these...

*trust in Him*

Layang-layang

well.. today our church youths went for layang-layang at Taman Metropolitan..
quite fun though..

but my small bro got a big smack down n hurt his whrist.. =.=|||

after 20 mins.. still trying to fly my kite..
but felt kinda fedup coz no wind =.=..
summore run run run... whole body sweat like get wet in the rain..

then my fren n i went for photo shootin.. xD
well.. funny posses n all those stuffs..

no photos with me coz my phone too lame n all is in my fren's camera..
probably tomolo i'll get the photos..

 

Paint my Heart with Your L♡VE

its the 3rd day....
its harder than i thought...
but i mus be strong..
for what i've promise *him* n Him..

i keep tryin to turn my focus on Him..
i felt so touch n comfort when i choose to draw near to Him..

well.. its hard for me in this period..
tryin to figure out wat i'm gonna do...


study?
diploma? degree?


dance?
studio? NAFA?
professional? certs?
hiphop? ballet?
music? piano?


work?
part time? full time?


all of these drivin me crazy..
wish to discuss with *him*..

but.. its all right.. i'll discuss with Him..
coz He's my Lord my God..
He'll lead my path..

i felt dissapointed when i realize tat NAFA needs ballet to enter..

then i went to ask my studio(Urban Groove Dance Network,http://www.ugdn.com.my/) instructor..



i felt relief when i heard wat he told me...

''i was thinking of training you..
but if u really follow me u cant go for college to study..
the training is like full time..
for ur standard now u can teach begginner classes in my studio..''

then i asked him..
'' will u willin to train me if i follow u?
wat will i get if i choose this path?''

he answered..
'' yes i can train you.. if there's any show i'll let u go for shows..
if there's some advertistment jobs i will bring you too..
n if u help me teach beginnner class i'll pay u salary too..''

i felt very happy when my instructor told me these..
but i've hav to ask Him is this wat He wants me to be?

if i go this path i'll take part time piano class..
to improve my dance..
if i go this path i no need to face all the pressure for exams to get a diploma or degree..
n i able get proffesional certificate from UK as a hiphop instructor if i train hard for it..

but everythin is not comfirmed..
i wont get any diploma or degree cert if i go this path..
n my education level only stopped at SPM..

i was thinkin going for A levels or STPM then only follow my instructor..

but my dad tell me not to watse time on these..

''its okie if u wanna keep dancin in the studio..
arts this kind of things very hard to say..
as a diploma n degree in dance..
doesnt mean tat u're really good in it..
u jus pay for the course fees n u'll get a certificate..
if u go or studio is a more professional way coz u train n work it out..''


sometimes i wish to get something in a high speed..

but this time i really realize must be slow..
not too rush..
God will look after me..
no need to worry..







Him, Jesus Christ will lead me..
comfort me..
n fill me with His l♡ve

Undescribe-able

Part of my feelings..



*he cant hear it...*






*it really happens..*



Lord comfort me n *him*..

I love You...
I need You....

Fall in This Place

Fall in this Place
Planetshakers - Pick it Up


Take me to that place Lord

Where there's nothing else but me n You

Longing for Your presence

I know that You calling me to You


Here I stand and long for Your embrace

Nothing else could ever take Your place


Come Holy Spirit fall in this place

I need more and more of You

Fill me again with the power of Your spirit

Lord I'm crying out for more and more of You






Lord i need You now..
Fill me with Ur presence..

i need You....

Be Strong

Time will Tell...
God will Tell..

Be strong in Him..

missing our precious memories..
our feelings..
n promises..

everything to be continue.....





*be strong in God*
*love him 1st*
*i love u n miss u*

ZEN

PC Fair in Msia at KLCC...
well.. crowded with ppl n hardly breathe.. ><

last day for the fair so every1 grabbing IT stuffs..

my dad bought a 24' LCD Dell monitor, a Brother's printer..
n he also bought a Creative Zen 8GB for me.. haha..

i can organize my musics, photos, videos n more..
but i cant ''organize'' my feelings..

stil cant be describe...... God pls comfort me n *him*..

.......

  ................................................

Its hard to describe...
Its hard to say.....
the feelings tat i'm havin now....

i jus can pray..
seek after God..
persue after Him..


LORD MY HEART IS BEATING FOR YOU!!

God's time

'' i'm boring bout my life being a christian..
always goes to church n hav to face this kind of person........''

'' i wanna live my own life..
i believe i have my own time...''


when i heard these words i really feel sad bout it n keep praying for him..
its not the him tat i love but is my dearest cousin..

we grown up together..
cry together..
laugh together..
n share our true feelings..


but i've advice him.. its not ur own time but its God's time..
he felt tat i've became a holy freak after coming from Joshua13..
he miss me alot n wanna chit chat wit me..


''everythin happened..
is between u n God but not man''
''but remember..
no matter wat happen dun forget that God always by your side''
'' i believe u'll learn something in every ways..''


these are the only words i can tell him..
i cant change him but only God can..


as i've said..

''we'll do the easy ones..
let god finish the hard ones..''


















i'll always remember him in prayers...
will be beside him if he needs me..

I STILL LOVE YOU

God will loves you no matter what you are..


''Your word is the lamp of my feet..
And a light for my path''


''He restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake.
Even though i walk to the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for You are with me;
Your rod n Your staff,
they comfort me..''























i'm sry i'm not there for him..
but i hope God will comfort him..

*sorry*
*i really love you*
*miss ya*

Sunday!! @@

cant wait for Sunday.. xD
cant tell u wats gonna happen..



its a secret btw the hearts of me n him..

only we can feel the difference..

Performing arts..
NAFA..


PlanetShakers..
Thursday..


Harris..
Him..

*miss ya*
*L♡va ya..*

KL's Life..... (-.-)Zzz

''Rain drops falling on my head~~''
The sky cries like dogs n cats..
once raining.. u'll take hours to go somewhere in KL..

i was hmming this song while i was in the traffic jam..
i was going to my dance studio to hav my hiphop class..
missed 1 n a half month class n really hope i can attend this time..

many JB dwellers say.. '' if u were in JB.. u'll be easily robbed''
but in KL.. ''if u were in KL, traffic jam is ur best fren in ur life''
swt.. =.=

i've been jamming under the rain for more than 2 hours..
n i din get to attend my dance class..
but jus a U-turn to home needed 2 hours..
KL's LIFE!!! @@

i've sms him bout this case.. n he said.. '' tats y u should come to JB''
wat a good idea.. LOLZ..
i really hope i could stay there too..
after readin his blog..
really touched..
really thx God i've met him..

i believe we'll able to overcome every hardness n bitterness in our life..
althtough we may fear bout our future..
but at this time i wan to love him with all my heart.. of coz God's the 1st..
if human being he's the 1st in my heart..

jus love the way he is..
the way he stares at me..
the way he speaks to me..
the way he cares for me..
everything he did for me....

I pray to God :
''Lord Jesus..pls look after us..
we'll let You leads our path..
and also increase our faith towards You dear lord..
n Lord pls strenghten our hearts........
Amen.. ''


really hope tat he has a same heart wit me......

*l♡ve you*
*be strong*
*miss ya*

Future

after coming back from Joshua camp..
alots of caring question or somehow pressuring questions coming out from my frens n relatives..

''what r u doing now? workin? studyin?''
''wat u planned to study?''
''how's ur SPM?''
n etc.....

i really praying hard to God..
let him leads my way...
performing arts.. a dangerous subject wer u mus hav talent n of coz hardworking..
wat i really worry is my talent.. wer's the limit of my talent..
really scare until 1 day there's a fullstop for my dance..
i really scare exams. competition,test, audition, n etc since i was young..
i always ask y mus we takin all these?
coz i scare i get a failed in it or lousy results..
i've been givin myself too much pressure..
but Thx God in this camp..
God really help me n show his love for me..
i've learnt everythin..

'' Just let Go
Let God..
We'll do the easy ones..
Let God finish the Hard ones.. ''


my dad always scolds me.. ''y r u worrying so much?''
i really Thx God he given me an understanding n caring parents..
God gav them n *him* to me to prove how much He loves me..

as for now..
i'll let God lead my path..
prayin hard for this sunday..(coz i'm going to SG to find college)
*n of coz tryin to manage time to go to funfair.. xD*

*draw near to God*
*will inform u soon bout my schedule*
*L♡ve*
*miss you*


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http://joshua13.ning.com

we all havin so much fun giving comments n looking at the pics we took in J13..
really thx God for everything..

Thx Him for giving us knowing each others n hav wonderful times..

i hope every1 always keep in touch n always log in to our J13 website..

love u all..

*wish u were there ><*
*love ya n miss u lotsa*
*thx God for everythin*